I just came across a comment that Elliot left me on MySpace yesterday. It put me in a strange mood and got my mind over analyzing everything… once again. It’s what I do. I honestly don’t know what I’d do or where I’d be without my friends; my real friends. The ones who are always there for me no matter what… whether I have a broken heart or a broke down car. I try not to get too personal on my Tumblr, since it’s so public, but sometimes I get into an I-don’t-give-a-fuck mood and let things go. This is one of those moods and I’ll probably regret it later. My friends have been there with me through it all; times where I honestly didn’t even care if I was alive or not. No, I’m not suicidal at all, but sometimes life gets so stressful that I just don’t give a shit - about anything. I try my best to hide it and just keep a smile on my face. Sometimes I wonder if it’s normal to be this stressed out at age 22. Well, this is one of those times… but I know everything will work out, because it always does. Anyway, thanks to all my close friends, you all know who you are.

I love and miss you El. I know I’m not the best at keeping in touch all the time, but just know that there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about you. You have no idea how proud of you I am. Never forget that.